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Startin up again

Yeah, I found I want to start this up again. lol. Well my life has been great. i jsut broke up with Kurt after a month and a half. So we might hook up later but I just cant deal with this distance thing. Today and yesterday jeanine was over later today darren, my new bf, and katie came over. It was lots of fun. Playin in the park and watchin movies. Then the haunted house and hay ride. lol. It was a great day. We were breaking beer bottles in the park. lol. Someone was really gettin wasted. haha. Jeanine kept pullin me hair. It was great. Katie was laughin during the Saw. lol. Shes dumb. Darren met my parents, how fun . lol. Me and him really like each other, I like him alot too. We went into the haunted house and he asked if I was going to be scared and I said no. Hell I was scared after. lol. Hes like hahaha told ya. lol. We were just laughing. Jeanine was being random for awhile, DER DER! hahaha. Katie, heck she was just Katie screaming at nothing. LOL. Having random guys touch my ass. alright what a fun night. haha. I jsut thought the best part was seeing Darren. hes awesome.  Im grounded next weekend, kinda sux but o well. I understand why I am and everything and Ill pay the time. lolz.

Well I got some pics from tonight Ill put up but other then that.

Later

Darren

Were some silly kids. lolz. Repeat that teens. I love it. haha

I look so high. lol. Late night. me gangsta. lol

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Hey, long time..

Hahaha. I havent updated in forever! So I will update now, because I love all you people. My life has been okay better then a couple of weeks before, thats for sure. I just got done with another weekend with my best friend Katie!  We went to the game Friday, met up with Celia and Carissa. Which was buttloads of fun!  We won because we are just so kick ass.  We say hi to random people cuz were so cool. lol. We got energy drinks, and lets see I chugged it. lmao  It was very funny because it got up my nose, enough said. lol. Then me, katie and carissa went dress shopping yesterday. We got our dresses, and I must say there quite gorgeous.  Lets see what else is coming up in Kirstins life, um. haha. School and homecoming. On Tuesday we had a bomb threat at our school. It was kind of scary. Cuz yea u could of died and all.  Now thats sumthin shockin. We had a half day that day then we had a half day on Wensday. Pretty kick ass I must say. I also have a new boyfriend, his name is Kurtis!  I  him very much. Its been great with me and him. Not very much else to say. So I will talk to u people later.

Comment me if ya love me

Later

Ill put a gun to ur head, and pull the fuckin trigger

Yes I must say, were quite emo.

Were happy and thats that.

Im a gangsta with my shades <3

Pose baby, pose <3

I <3 u Nicholas! =]

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SO MUCH FUN!

Yesterday, OMFG! So much fuckin fun. With my 312 buddy . Shes so awesome. We decided to start this group, lolz. Its called 312, 3-1-2. lol. So yep. Its pretty sweet. Me and Katie, were at the open house at Hortonville High School. Fun right? That wasnt even the begining. lol. We went to go get ice cream, while talking to Celia, Kayla and Carissa. WHICH WAS BUTT LOADS OF FUN! We were wearing our gangsta hats. LMAO! Everyone was staring at us, it was great fun. Then we went in the park and took tons of pics. Then made our 312 video. LOL. I still have to get that thing to work. If it got ruined. GRRR. I would be pissed. OMFG! We called Mike, and we left him this message of us just like laughing half of the time. lol. Then I get home and my phone is ringing off the hook from these people, and I am just laughing so HARD. lol. It was great. We also left Ryan a long message but it was good  because hes cool. YAY!  Today Im going to Hortonville again, lol. To go to Katies brothers football practice. Then tomorrow Im leaving at about 1 o'clock. And Im going up to katies cottage for the weekend. So it should be fun with my 312 buddy. YAY!  

Talk to you later

Comment me if ya love me!  

Bye bYe

Pose pretty for the camera. LOL. I love it.

were just so HAPPY!  lol

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Hey People

Not much going down here. Just got done with a sleepover at Jeanines yesterday. That was tons of fun! YAY!  She did the funniest thing ever. We were walking outside, it was late and everything. And there was this grass sweeper out there on the way to the garage. And we thought it was a wheelbarrow. And Jeanine was like look out for the wheelbarrow everytime we went out there. And when we were coming back one time she flipped right into it. It was hilarious! She cut her leg but shes like there laughing her head off. And then we were doing these pics to copy M and H. Which was great fun. Then we made some videos and stuff like that. Yesterday morning Jeanine had her alarm on her phone and it made this sound. And I was like half asleep, and I said, "Whats that sound?" "Its So Pretty" LOL. I kno and Jeanine is like no its not, its annoying. haha. It was great. Saturday, Katie was over and we had a blast too. She got me a HUGE crunch bar for my b-day! It was awesome. lol. Well school is starting up soon. BLAH. On the 6th and it sux. RARR. So I will keep hanging out with friends. AND HAVE A GREAT TIME DOING IT! YAY!  

Talk to you later

Comment me if ya love me  

Bye Bye  

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Broken Shattered Crushed, and all of the above

Im broken shattered, crushed, and all of the above.

Please I need someone to read this anyone. To have there sense of mind to please read this. That night I heard something break, not just break but shatter also. IM ON THE HIGHEST CLIFF SCREAMING!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But he cant hear, not one word.... If I ripped out my heart would you be impressed then? I have my arms wide open for you to come in but ur too blind to see that too. All I have to say is that, IM SORRY, thats all, those are my only words I have to say to YOU. If only, you could be the real you again. When I was with you I saw a sweet caring boy that I loved and you are so amazing when you are the real you. Do your friends even know the real you? I might not know your whole life story but I heard how you are with friends, and its so much different from how you were with me. Are u ashamed of the real you? Are you putting on this act for your friends because they want you to? I know, this seems like shit to you. And you dont care. But just wait, press the pause button on ur life. Really truly think back, seriously, think about me and you. As much much as you dont want to, just think. Remember when we were together, all of our laughs, EVERYTHING THAT WE HAD. You were different with me, and thats the real you, you shouldnt be two sided. You dont need to act for anyone. You need to be the real you. Because thats the only one everyone will truly like. Trust me I realized its over, but I want you to realize how you made me feel. What pain you really caused me, that day it felt like you ripped out my heart and just broke it into pieces and never gave it back. We were meant to be, SUPPOSED to be. Remember? We always had those convos, we were going to live together. That was pretty sweet. lol. Always makes me smile, you still make me want to put a smile on my face. I remember all of our times together. Just so much fun. You were so sweet when you always said, I love you, always made me want to give you another kiss!  Just think for yourself for once. I know you can, I didnt know you forever but block EVERYTHING out for a couple of minutes and think for you. Dont think what everyone else is telling you to think. Because, you should know you, you should know what you want.